Disappearance....again

Well, where have I been? I've been disappeared for so many months. Hmm...proudly, I wanna announce: "I have left the HELL PRODUCTION COMPANY since July!!!" Yes, I resigned with the excuse that I am furthering my studies. Well, I did enrolled in MBA class, attended for 2 months, then something turn up and I have to defer my studies. What is so important? I will share in my next post.

Anyway, I went to Cameron Highlands in July. Ya, it's 2 months back. It's my first time there.

Cameron Highlands, a hill famous with the agriculture activities. Strawberries, Tea leaves, and Corn are among the must-buy items. But to me, Cameron is like equals to Strawberries Heaven. Why? See photos below.

Baby Strawberries

Strawberries!!! 3 for RM20

Even toys are Strawberries

The tea farm impressed me the most. I never thought it covers so wide area. I wonder how the workers collect the tea leaves.

Bharat Tea FarmBoh Tea Farm

Beside Strawberries and Tea Leaves, flowers are also commonly seen here! Roses, Daisies, Chrysanthemums, Cauli Flower :p
But, my favourite Tulips could not be seen.

Daisies

Dunno wat flower

Flowers are selling too cheap

Fiery Red Roses

Few photos of my personal favourites

And the best photo among all

Not to forget my aunt and uncle, who pay for this trip. Thanks

Thank you

I like this photo

I do think this photo has Korean feel...hmmm

Long time never write, dunno what to write, should stop here. Adios

You build up friendship and trust for months or even years;
but you could crush it just in seconds...

平衡·点

想再靠近一点 却怕你越走越远
所以到现在 也只能停留在这个平衡点
不近 亦不会 很远

这几天 发生很多不愉快的事情
也无意间发现了一些惊人的事情
真的只能感叹 人生就是这么无常

竟然开始觉得有些累~

雨天

今天 下了大半天的雨
但反常的是 我心情异常开心
为什么？ 因为……你

我承认 我好希望 能和你在一起
但是 我却不得不承认
那希望 是多么的不切实际

Important Moments 2008

Before I write a flashback of my 2008, I've sorted out some importants moments in my 2008.

1. Happiest Moments
- spending time with Miss A, no matter having lunch or dinner, listen to her singing, or just plainly chat online, moments spent with her, are unforgettable. I love talking to her, because she is smart and intelligent, and she's pretty.

- trip to Redang with my coursemate after we finished our 3 years studies. Friends get closer after this trip. And I finally dare to go snorkelling, of course with life jacket, because I can't swim. Yet, it's a very good experience, and had been one of my happiest moments in 2008.

2. Sweetest Moments
- wake up 1 and a half hour earlier everyday, take bus to the wet market not far away, sometimes walk there, to buy flower for Miss R. The florist is closed on Mondays and sometimes Tuesdays. So, to ensure I got the flowers everyday, I purposely wake up that early on Sunday, go to the florist, buy 2 flowers for the coming Monday n Tuesday. Yet, I doesn't feel any tire, because, I wanted to cheer her up, and to tell her, she's special.

- buying herbs for sicked Miss A, who still need to practise singing and rehearsal for a whole day.

- getting SMS of encouragement from Miss A when doing OT. It's like an energy boost to me, keeping me to continue my work.

- watching Jay concert with Miss C. Nothing much to say, but watching the perfomance of my favourite artist with someone special, isn't it a sweet memory?

3. Scariest/Most Frightening Moments
- go-kart crash at the speed of around 80km/h (or maybe 100km/h). My kart hit the tyre barrier, then thrown half hung in the air, bounce back, and hit the tyre barrier again. I don't really know what happened. But my jeans was torn, my helmet is broken. But, luckily, I just had minor injuries. Really lucky I am, because I might be dead already in such accident, really...

- escaping from a car burnt incident. I was travelling back to office from Putrajaya after handling some censorship matters. The car broke down near my house. Smokes coming out from the bonnet. We thought it's just radiator problem. But then the car starts burning. Lucky enough, the car door was not locked. My colleague and me were able to get out from the car quickly, and no one got injured. The car was total lost anyway. Again, I'm lucky enough, or else, I might be barbecued. Seriously...

4. The Most Heart-Breaking Moments
- knowing Miss C has found her Mr. Right, but still has to congrat and cherish their relationship. Then, holding the pain, helping her to choose the best birthday gift for him. It's heart breaking, really...

- Miss R told me to quickly find a gf to take care of me, on the day I escaped from the car burnt incident. Maybe it is just so normal, and I know she doesn't mean to hurt me, but it just frust me off. I ignored her for few days, and when we get to talk back, she told me she was taken, and this is heart breaking...

erm...this is what I can recall so far, so I will just end here and leave everything for my flashback post. These moments mentioned above, no matter it is happy, sweet, scary or heart breaking, they are meaningful, and had made me to grow (mentally) to become a better person, just like 1 of my favourite song, "Lord I'm doing, All I can, To be a better man..."

Au Revoir 2008, Bienvenue 2009.

two oh oh nine

又是新的一年了，时间过得还真是快。倒数2008的记忆还很清楚，现在我却已经身在2009了。人越是长大，时间就会过得也快，这句话，还真的是这样。

去年2008，第一次为自己订下目标，即 Resolution，大部分还真的实现了。

1. 把赛车开好, 提升技术, 锻炼反应, 从而变得更快, 然后参加业余赛!
(说真的，是有比之前开得好一点了，反应也好了一点点了，毕竟意外也出过了,哈哈……)

2. 把歌唱好, 一定要比现在好一倍!
(算是曾经办到了吧！08年有一段时间，常常在练唱，有进步了一点。可是开始工作后，疏于练唱，发现自己又不会唱歌了，还会走音，唉……老了)

3. 自我增值, 增加自己在经济方面的知识, 提升自己在社会的竞争力!
(这个，没办到……就是始终提不起兴趣阅读财经版)

4. 减肥啊! 希望办得到! 嘻嘻...
(08年有减掉了5Kg, 可是在年尾的时候又重了2Kg，唉，衰收尾……)

5. 第5个不算目标, 说是愿望还比较正确。就是希望你能过得很开心很快乐很幸福！
(她现在过得快不快乐，我自己不是很清楚，但这一年里，相信她也过得非常充实，见识过许多事物，算是还不错吧！)


好了，2009年该设些什么目标呢? 其实我的目标来来去去也就只有那几个。没办法，见识浅薄。

1. 还是一样，把赛车技术在练好一点，今年内一定要考到 National C 参赛执照 !
2. 希望今年可以有能力供起属于自己的车子，毕竟人在他乡，没有车子是一件很不方便的事……
3. 今年内能成立自己的副业，不然打工一辈子也不是办法，更何况我身处的行业，犹如地狱……
4. 是时候学会做一些低风险投资，不然钱放在银行，也不会生很多利息……
5. 第五个，还是留给她，希望她生活过得开心愉快，与烦恼绝缘，就好了。